Loneliness

Gossip made me feel icky. I wish I could say that’s because I’m above it.

Where shame comes from, and why I need it.

The space between wanting and doing, mapped out in real time.

No amount of companionship touches it. It’s not a lack; it’s a disability.

Writing a sex blog as a dominant man can be lonely. Sure, I have lots of sex, and have made good friends through this, but still. I think I’m unique, and I would prefer not to be.

The best news I’ve gotten in years, and I can barely hold myself together long enough to walk through a subway turnstile.

I am, almost certainly, the single largest consumer of therapy you’ve ever encountered. That’s not the problem.

Paying for sex, and the Delta lounge.

Like any technology, porn can be used for good or for ill.

Rollercoasters and relationships.