August 2013 - My Dissolute Life

Sexy time? Not yet.

My current funk surely is, in some ways, related to my somewhat diminished recent activity as “N.” Regular readers will[…]

Part I: Craving I began this post, “I found myself wanting…” but I realized that “wanting” is an entirely amorphous[…]

She’s 25, maybe 28. From South Asia, brown. Plain-looking. Her head is covered with a head scarf, navy blue, wrapped[…]

T left half a pack of cigarettes in the house while she was away. Apparently, I can’t resist half a[…]

I’ve been feeling a lot of envy lately. Envy for people with more money, for people who’ve achieved more professionally.[…]

I’m drawn to strong women who grant me submission, not to women whose submission I can take from them.

I like to watch you touch yourself. I want to tell you what to wear (you know that). I want[…]

Is a good thing.

Hypothesis: most of us have at least one or two things that we really really don’t want someone to know.[…]

It’s a funny word. Sometimes, it means, “Do this, but don’t accuse me of impoliteness.” Sometimes it means, “I know[…]