My current funk surely is, in some ways, related to my somewhat diminished recent activity as “N.” Regular readers will[…]
Read moreMonth: August 2013
Writing assignment 1: smoking
Part I: Craving I began this post, “I found myself wanting…” but I realized that “wanting” is an entirely amorphous[…]
Read morePaean – contrasts
She’s 25, maybe 28. From South Asia, brown. Plain-looking. Her head is covered with a head scarf, navy blue, wrapped[…]
Read moreSmoking
T left half a pack of cigarettes in the house while she was away. Apparently, I can’t resist half a[…]
Read moreEnvy
I’ve been feeling a lot of envy lately. Envy for people with more money, for people who’ve achieved more professionally.[…]
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Weak women
I’m drawn to strong women who grant me submission, not to women whose submission I can take from them.
Read moreWatching
I like to watch you touch yourself. I want to tell you what to wear (you know that). I want[…]
Read moreToo much scotch
Is a good thing.
Read moreSecrets – a fragmentary thought
Hypothesis: most of us have at least one or two things that we really really don’t want someone to know.[…]
Read morePlease
It’s a funny word. Sometimes, it means, “Do this, but don’t accuse me of impoliteness.” Sometimes it means, “I know[…]
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