For years, I was deeply ashamed. I believed my desires were shameful, contemptuous. I desperately struggled to suppress those desires. And ultimately, I ended up acting them out. And in the end, I was ashamed of the wrong things. I believed that I was a bad person because I wanted to be ministered to sexually, […]
“I’m considering working from home….” “If you work from home, can I come fuck you?” “Um, yes?” “I’ll be there in half an hour.” “Okay.” So began our latest tryst. As I approached, she warned me that she had to buy casters for her bed, to keep it from rolling around and making a racket, […]
We’re different, he and I. First off, he’s super-hot. I’m cute. But I’m not as tall, as ripped, as quietly confident, as sadly sexy. But second of all, he’s deeply unhappy. T and I are in Season 3 of “Mad Men,” and I’m struck by the depth of his misery. This is a guy who […]
1. Now 2. Later 3. Always 4. Like a virgin 5. Like a slut 6. Like a whore 7. Like a mistress 8. Like a wife 9. Like a stranger 10. Like a friend
I’ve written about this topic before, at least two times , but now’s a good time, again. One of the odd features of my sexuality, of my psyche, is that I have an insatiable hunger not just for sex, or for feeling desire/d, but for the complexification of that desire, for its refractory multiplication. I don’t […]
When my wife and I gaze into one another’s eyes, we have to each pull back six inches or so to bring the other into focus. If you’re over forty, you know what I’m talking about.
1. You are famished, and (my) cock is what nourishes you. 2. You believe you’re being filmed secretly for a movie about women who give great head. 3. I’m paying you a thousand dollars, and a) you want me to get my money’s worth, and b) you want a big tip. 4. Like the fate […]
Now. This most decidedly didn’t happen. This was sort of a “study” for the night that is described beginning here. But it gives you a little insight into how I planned the evening – I wrote this the day of the date, in an idle few minutes. I sit outside, the car running, the […]
This story is long, and there are several parts that already have been posted: My first, second and third parts, and V’s first and second parts. This is the penultimate post. I will have one more – a sort of “study” that explains a bit about how I planned the date. But for now, enjoy […]
(My parts 1 and 2; V’s parts 1 and 2) So there she lay, legs spread wide, in her striped dress, her panties still on, thigh-highs still on, blindfolded, her hands tied behind her back. I tugged her panties off and felt her dripping pussy, smelled her dripping pussy, tasted her dripping pussy. I rolled […]